Some doodling to reflect the inside of my head lately.
One minute I have ideas, the next they are gone. One minute I feel good about the uncertain future and jobs and the next I am all scared again. Worrying is an olympic sport in my family and we are gold contenders. I like to picture the day in series of time slots these days. If I can make it through the next five minutes, the next hour, the next afternoon, I am doing well. Then, every night I go over the nice things in each day and say thanks. Worrying is all about the fear of what might happen, it always seems much much worse that it will likely be and if I can only remember that right now things are pretty much a-ok, I start to feel better again. I have made a big decision that things are starting to look up in July! One foot in front of the other and onward, ho! The year gets better starting right now.