
Here's me with a bunch of leaves swirling. More wishful thinking!
Have you ever wanted something for so long that it becomes a habit and you have to think about it and see that maybe you don't want it really after all? Thats how I feel about an agent. I have always wanted to get an agent because I am horrible at solicting myself for work, but I get rejected by them all the time. Or just ignored. Lately I have been realising that I like not being too too busy.
I have been getting enough work to please me and I don't want to have to quit my part time job which I love. I have been thinking a lot about how our society does not ever stop at "good enough" but is always desperate for more more more. How Wal Mart would rather close a store in Quebec, then let it's employees unionize, because among other things, that would lower their gross earnings. (correct me if I got that news item wrong, I often do)
Anyway, one of my favorite quotes is "good enough is good enough". I think it is taoist or something.
Sure I want a house someday, a baby, and I will need money for that, but I don't like the idea of being so busy that I can't putz around the house or walk to work slowly. You know, all of that good stuff!
Speaking of good stuff, tommorow I get to go visit a baby! The baby of my ex from 10 years ago. This baby is the first of my friend's babies, so it's very exiting for me! The next baby is due in July . I can't wait!!!